When To Go In

Well the contractions are not as bad but only with pain medication. The antibiotic is not curing them by any means. Therefore I left a message for the nurse to ask Dr. Nancy what she would like to do. I don't want to run into the hospital unless necessary.

When I was pregnant with Ellaree we never thought twice about going into the hospital. We had all the time in the world and focused 100% on Ellaree and her safety of being born. Now is a whole nother ball game. As much as we love Lil Harry and want the same for him it is a little harder to just run into the hospital. We have Ellaree and Lorelai to think about. Who will take care of them, will they be ok with being away, etc. Last night was so heartbreaking for me as I sat on the phone from Ellaree and listened to her cry and ask her to come and pick her up from Papa Harry and Nonie's. She just wanted her momma. I tried so hard to be strong for her and explain she could come and visit me in the morning but I cried right along with her and felt horrible knowing that I was letting one of my children down. It is what I need to do for Lil Harry at this moment but even for a 3 year old it is so hard for her to understand why she can't see me. I told the nurse that if Dr. Nancy wanted me to come into the hospital I would not go until I saw the girls this morning as they need reassurance that all is ok. So Papa Harry and Nonie were getting the girls going so they can get over here.

We have had so many wonderful family and friends once again offering their help with the girls, to come and sit with me, to drive me, etc. We are completely blessed with the love that surrounds us each and every day. I don't know what we would do without any of them.

I will continue to update as I find out more and have time to sit on the computer. We thank you for your thoughts and prayers. All of us in the Young household are blessed!