Tears

Today I was going to write how Harry and I went and had our first ultrasound and that I was 7 weeks pregnant. But as I have said in the past, what my plans are and what God plans are don't always coincide. We did have an ultrasound yesterday but found out that I am in the middle of a chromosonal miscarriage. There are 3 chromosones instead of 2 and so if I would have carried the baby to full term it more then likely would have had some birth defects and/or other problems. I am scheduled for a D&C on Monday if I have not passed the baby naturally before then.

We are just loving on Elly right now and blessed that we have her in our lives. God has given us one beautiful blessing and we are thankful for her. We are trusting in the Lord right now that when the time is right we will add to our family but for now we will be content with Elly.

Don't tell anyone but today she has gotten away with a little bit more then usual. ;) My Little Bugaboo has been very loving and given mommy many kisses today. She just knew that I needed them.