Thoughts

Do you remember the old saying "God will not give you more then you can handle"? God must think I am pretty strong...because I don't. I am very nervious this morning as my pain level is higher and not feeling the best. I am afraid because of this he is going to be more concerned. 9:30 can't come soon enough. I am very worried about how Elly will do if I do need surgery. I have never had surgery before with her around. It has always been just me taking care of myself. Now I will have her to think about. At this time it is hard for me to pick her up let alone if I would have a huge hole in my belly. I guess these are things that we will have to discuss if the time arises. Like I said...God must think I am pretty strong...